Monday, October 6, 2014

The Bed in the Midde of the two Sunset

sweet words
to sweet kiss                              are you real?

dirty look
to nasty wink                             you started kissing my neck

warm hug
bed at six                                   the last thing i remember we were kissing in my dream 


non stop battle of questions of how strong is your grip

beat beat then beat and our hands dance together

i lose breath and my mind exploded with those unforgettable kisses  

clown kissing                         to

happy kissing                            to

sweet kissing                                to  

dirty kissing 

oh my gloves were off

then you gave me a kiss in the nose and said "good night pretty boy"


then i woke up. 

you were gone. 

then i saw a book with a note "read this" 

i started reading it then i realized i was reading you

your stories 

your heart aches

your dream 

your present

how you make your coffee

how you wash your hair

how you pick your nose 

how happy you are when you first saw the sunrise and cried after when your see that 2 consecutive sunset without lollipop in your hand 

you thought the sun never kissed you

and the next chapter the mono started to show

telling again

your stories 

your heart aches

your dream 

your past

how you make your coffee

how you wash your hair

how you pick your nose 


went to your kitchen
i started making coffee

thinking your stories
imagining your heartaches
how hopeful is your dream

im just undecided with your past.


i started washing my hair but quickly jump out the shower

left a note

a long pause

and left.










Saturday, October 4, 2014

8:30pm 2 keys and 2 doors

delusional but complete

open windows and theres the northen sky

of shoes

off shirt

off pants

off yellow-black socks

Darren closed his eyes and started to smell his left shoulder. 

it still lingers 

then sigh

the most unforgettable moment last night is the parted ways of his two fingers to her two fingers

kisses are for babies
lollipops are for teenies

point 

then stop

then imagine 

then sing 


its nothin 


realization 

and no expectation


thats for the better

long noodles for a life

Darren bids his goodbye to the thought of self imagination  of uncertain things of 67% no fact expectation

Snowman and his little cloud of happiness

open his eyes

get his towel

open the door 

open the door

shower 

washes away the last 33% of uncertain no fact expectation

and  rebooted to ZERO




Thursday, October 2, 2014

Shoes and Shadow

        When i was walking along Carriedo i saw these shop selling second-hand  stuff like appliances, flatwares, dresses  probably from Hongkong, Japan and USA. but there is a very particular thing i really love to look at and those are beautiful and bold shoes, and they are sight for sore eyes. I really love to wear shoes. i can wear everything can fit me. hahahaha(wink)


Then something popped up to my mind. i was thinking what kind of people wore those shoes. whats their story. whats the catch why these beautiful shoes are for sale. 

were they happy?

does she eat ice cream every time she watch "city of angels" 

Are his kids finished college? 

after  giving birth to her twins did she finally left her abusive boyfriend?

did the girl said yes to his marriage proposal two days ago?

its so nice to day dream their sad or happy life with their  past owners


so lets make a story about these shoes




     Hi! I'm Ruby i used to be Dorothy Gale's favorite shoes! i actually i was gift by a weird queen from far far away land in the East to her. When the technicolor film started Dorothy started auditioning in different roles and luckily she landed the lead role in "the Wizard of Oz" and she has one condition to the producer of the film that i should be part of that film. and the director and the producers all agree. Then and i started using a screen name, and it was ruby the slipper. But honestly i hate the name. its so provincial like Kansas. 

     anyways i miss her so much she used to tap me 3 times every time she wants to go back to kansas. especially when she needed a time break from the shoot. and when we get back to the house she will tell me "there's no place like home" 


   The real story was she went away with Leonardo DiCaprio. shes the secret lover of Leo. nobody really knows why Leo Dicaprio had an on and off relationship with the beautiful models like Giselle and Kristin. I asked her why on earth she wanted that kind of relationship. at first she said its only a publicity stunt for his career and image.but i can see to her eyes the wrong devotion of love. so confronted and its so bad she scream at mea swearing nasty stuff that I'm  not a good friend and im just as shoes and surprisingly  told me she has to let me go because i dont support her decision in life. and she cant face her present and future thinking of going back to Kansas and be married to the son of the preacher man her mother is always fond of.  



    when her mother passed away last year all the things  in their house  were donated to the Salvation Army by their household munchkins. so from Kansas i was brought here by a cargo ship. supposedly I am intended  as a relief good. but i was so damn beautiful i was sold by Philippine's Bureau of Custom. Was a bit sad because i was wishing to be donated to a young lady who never had a beautiful thing. but hey that's life. i can be someones date in  junior prom because no one asked her to be their date or a hooker shoes in the hotel lobby or dancing shoes by some old lady who likes to fuck her dancing instructor.




   hello guys! were Tim and Tommy and those brown shoe guys are John and Jake. we were the past boyfriends of the late Millie and Christie McCoy. They are the famous Two-Headed Nightingale from South Carolina. We used be workmates at the state fair i North Carolina. We loved those girls. they were so brave at the age of 10 months they were sold to a circus guy our boss. but because they are black and they are slaves they cant do anything but to understand the cycle but never stop praying that one day they will be free. 

  we were new that time we were sold by a chinese guy selling made in china products. Millie fell in love to us and christie fell in love with John and Jake. at first we dont speak english so we can't understand what are they saying, telling us what we need to do. so they both taught us to dance. thats how we started to understand the language of love. they love to dance. and we loved it too. we had a great time. and as the time went by were starting to understand their loneliness their laughters their quarrel to each other. 


when they died at their early 60's were very sad. but were talking we had a great time with those two chicks. we even met Queen Victoria. so there, we were put in the attic for a very long time  until last december of 2009 a private night saw a box which millie and christie used to own and we were there. she asked this old lady probably millies distant relative if she can have us and she said said together with John and Jake. we were really excited because we thought we would go dancing again with new owners. its almost 5 years and no one still buy us. 





"Who are you? Please dont touch me! please dont! leave me alone"

      K-Swiss: thats Ethan he was an abused shoes in Germany by some guy with an shoe fetishism. Most nights hes screaming like not to lick him and smell him like he needed to be vacuum. he was worship by some pyschosexual disorder guys and girls in Berlin.



     He was not like the other sneakers to have a monotonous life. to accept molestation to say yes and be submitted to wrongful acts. but he dont know how he can change he was frightened for his life. so he stayed there for decades until his owner died at 80.


   And now hes very old. his life is now almost nothing. no one wants him. because he let himself to be cuckcoo for a person who doesnt love and respect him.







Omg!

Oh God!
Ursula its me! Mrs Felicity Fox!
how are you?
I'm good, good.

oh well im really not but im trying my best to be sold to the highest to bidder. though im practically on sale.

i have to

you know when Mr. F F Foxy Fox died by that cage trap in squab farm i was pregnant to Ash. i have to earn for our future.

and you know the life in the Philippines is not really good especially  the bald guy  is still running our country!

Thats why i went to Singapore and be a maid for sale in the mall. you could actually see my pictures posted in the mall like im for sale.

i know its a bad thing to experience but what i can i do. even i strive so hard to finish school when we were in college no college fund access for a nobody like me so here i am now ended as Fipinox maid.

i wish my kids can see the things im doing for them and appreciate the sacrifices im having just for them to have a good education a better life in the future.




hi! Im lost i cant find my way home. im Cinderella's other shoe. im so scared shes 70 now and i dont know how i can go back to her. my sister  was tragically  destroyed by the magic pumpkin carriage the fairy grandmother bibbidi bobbidi boo spelled when cinderella were running to his prince charming because its was almost midnight and the spell were about to wear off.





but from what ive heard before sleeping beauty prick her finger. she told me the prince charming married drizella and had one kid named shrek.


pfft. i just wanna go home.





when you see second hand things especially shoes did you ever think what kind of people used to wear them. 

shoes are like shadow they are always in every motor skills of people

they help you to court your crush

to get thin by exercising 

get you hired 
help you jump when your girlfriend answered yes to your marriage

push you to kiss your beautiful bride 

to run outside the nursery room to see your new born child

to pick up your kid from their first day at school.

to have a quality time by walking in the park

makes you go up and stage and scream to the crowd your son was great to his piano recital

when you see your child get married 

and help you to swing high your grand kid.

and be sophisticated when youre inside your coffin  

Friday, May 16, 2014

Shut A Tear

New york City
Amsterdam
14,678,416 to 14,678,417 views

half litro of of coke and 3/4 gin bleu (made from fine sugar cane alcohol and imported essential obtainable) it made my night

but then again the i need you to tie my shoe lace again.

i dont want him or that guy staring at me or the guy

or i bumped this afternoon

i want you. i

no Love no me

no you more clouds

more clouds more hard stone

hard stone is equal to poisonous bardot.


6 cigarette butts

few seconds ago mandie gave me a snow heart... i dont want to be iced again.

you already melt my heart

lemme cook for you lemme wake you up and say "breakfast is ready"

new york new york new york you inspired me after i ate a dozen of new york cheesecake

delighted and high

Youre my Humphrey

Youre my Grace Kelly

Youre my Ferdinand

Youre my James

Youre My Sophie and Bette

...............and my Crosby

Fuck the Wall Street

i asked my bitch friend Ella not to sing Cry me a River


shit for the last 4:11 minutes she

attack

punch

and add me to her hit-list

damn you damn you


and babra sings and susan boyles too


yeah bitch is a bitch right?
fucking miss you

The French Fries Deal

1:30Pm
2 Sunny side up
Salt & Pepper
Brown Bread
Market Place
Mr Corne
4 Liters of Coke
6 cups of coffee
Chicken Mi Amore
Frenchivel Fries

mother goose screams

what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch ?
Cris -pommes frites
what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch ?
Edge - jojo fries
what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch ?
JT - Twister Fries
what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch ?
Warren and Lazlov - Steak Fries
what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch ?
Lawrence and M - Curly Hairs

ooops Fries ...
what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch what a catch ?


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